Help!!!!

I'm not normally one to beg,but I am going to right now. The reason being is I need some help finding a card,I am looking for a 2009 UD Icons James Shields Letterman card,the card I am looking for is the letter I.I only need this card to finish off his name,I have been searching for this card for six months now and have not seen it anywhere.The only one I could find was the auto version which I'm not collecting.Any help finding this card would be greatly appreciated.